Smack in the head time!

Yes, we have the first hurdle to get over, the time where it all seems a waste of time, too slow, too depressing, not fun. Mashed potato with butter, yorkshire pudding and gravy, cauliflower cheese...these are comfy winter foods.
I love eating, I adore food and sometimes I just want to do it, a lot.
I am losing weight, inches anyway, but this is so cripplingly slow and unsatisfying, I am very cross about it today because I am worried about other stuff, food helps when I am low, for a second or two.

BREAKFAST. Slimfast.
LUNCH. Half sub, beef, tomatoes and cucumber. Horseradish sauce ( hot hot!)
DINNER. Roast beef, carrots, brussel sprouts, yorkshire pudding ( yes, I did!) and spoon of mashed potato without butter!

Snack. Go ahead fruit bar. Fruit.
Didn't eat chocolate, roast potatoes, crisps, more chocolate and anything else I really wanted to eat, like CAKE!